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 A living portal of forbidden feminine reclamation for the Untamed Woman 

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Shadow work | Somatics | sacred community 

What if the KEY to liberation was to become EXACTLY the woman you've been told NOT to be??

It's time to reclaim the hidden, denied & rejected aspects of who you are.

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HolyWild is a sanctuary for women ready to BREAK FREE from the good girl spell, embody their dark power & live in devotion to their authentic truth.

Every month we journey through sacred ritual, somatic shadow work & ancient archetypal wisdom – embracing the wild, the sensual, and the forbidden feminine without apology.

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Calling all witches, wild women, sirens, priestesses, leaders, lovers, mothers, mystics, rebels.

Sacred Feminine Ceremony 

Meditations, Mistress-classes & Course work

intimate sisterhood community

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A monthly Membership that Gives you

HolyWild

come alive as a woman

In The Holy Wild, we embrace the practices of the liberated woman — rooted in her sensuality, power, and connection to the sacred cycles of life. This is where you’ll break the victimhood vice grip and step boldly into the erotic delight of who you truly are. 

Here, we seduce our shadows, honor the forbidden, & walk the path of the heroine's journey — rooted in the rhythms of the earth & the mysteries of the dark feminine.

This is a movement of awake, rebellious, embodied, fierce women - here to speak and dance a new paradigm into existence.

You’ve spent your life trying to 'get it right,’ but you're exhausted & ready to burn the good girl script.

After years of over-achieving and under-receiving,  you feel dried out, overwhelmed, and just plain resentful. This is no accident; we have been conditioned to fear and suppress our dark, wild, erotic nature, leaving us disconnected from our deepest desires and divine gifts.

I created Holy Wild for YOU

Dissatisfied: Like no achievement is ever enough, leaving you constantly chasing & never feeling fulfilled.

Disappointed:  A persistent sense of letdown as life & relationships consistently fail to meet your expectations.

Resentful: A sharp sense of injustice from consistently giving more than you get, feeling unfairly depleted & undervalued.

Do you feel: 

Numb: A deep disconnection from life as you armor yourself against the hurt, dulling joy along with the pain.

Overwhelmed: Feeling swallowed by a relentless tide of expectations that keep you from finding peace.

"You are the altar, the temple, the prayer, the force, the power, the passion, the creation...

You are the woman who is devoted to the life she wanted and now lives in rapture"

Damn I feel this

Somatic Healing

Learn to connect with  your body’s deep wisdom – alchemizing stored emotions into grounded presence and reclaiming safety within yourself

The Foundations of

This is a collective of bold, unapologetic women who are rewriting the story of what it means to be feminine. These are women who lead with their hearts, who stand in their truth, and who fiercely protect their sacred sovereignty.

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Shadow work

Unearth the hidden parts of yourself that hold the keys to your power, transforming fear and resistance into pure, unapologetic wholeness.

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Erotic Embodiment

Awaken your sensual core, allowing your feminine body to become a dripping source of vitality, magnetism, and shameless self-expression.

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the Holy Wild membership

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THis month in Holy Wild

She is the tall spine, the soft heart,
The deep inner authority.
She is the one who leads with love and stands in truth,
who takes full responsibility for her becoming,
who knows her power is sourced from within.
She is Sovereign Self.

Join us this month as we reclaim our throne from within—stepping out of control and chaos, and into calm, clear, embodied leadership.


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This IS for the Woman who:

Is DONE living by society’s rules, & desires to forge her own path & claim her unique powers


Longs to honor her body as an altar, a sanctuary, a pleasure portal, a force of nature



Embraces full responsibility for her life, knowing that true power requires breaking the spell of Victimhood



Craves deep, healed, real sisterhood with women walking the walk



Prefers comfort over growth and isn’t ready to confront her deeper truths



Is unwilling to dive into the messy, unpredictable journey of self-discovery



Isn’t ready to dismantle societal conditioning and challenge her own beliefs


Wants superficial validation over authentic connection


This is NOT for the girl who:

My name is Bella & I'll be your guide

For most of my life, I was the "good, nice girl" - striving, achieving, people-pleasing. Doing everything I "should" do to be successful & like-able, while also suppressing ANYTHING that would make me look crazy, floozy, or "too much".  Until, despite all my EFFORT, I hit a rock bottom- anxious, depressed, and so so stuck.  It was there, hidden in the Magic Dark, I found all the forbidden parts of me I had been suppressing - My Wildness, my Eroticism, my Mysticism, my POWER. This changed EVERYTHING. Through reclaiming my feminine shadow, I could FINALLY love myself and release the shame and trauma that had held me captive. That's what inspired the creation of Holy Wild— a coven for women to come together and reclaim their whole selves in a space of deep sisterhood and ferocious freedom.

Uncovering the Feminine Shadow is the most powerful work we can do as women to liberate ourselves.  

You get it for: 

Annual Payment of

$590

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Monthly payment of

$59

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$37

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Over $1500 Value!!!

First month free!

An overflowing treasure trove 

More details on what's included...

Monthly New Moon Ritual - for magic, manifestation, and shadow alchemy



Monthly Full Moon Embodiment Call - for, movement, somatics, reflecting, pleasuring  



Monthly Mystery School- topic exploration, archetype activation, seasonal study



Monthly journal prompts and custom meditation for deeper reflection



Quarterly workshop - for expansion & embodiment 



Weekly audio trainings - a living current of forbidden feminine wisdom



Private Telegram community - for sisterhood and intimacy 


Special pricing /discounts on all other community offerings! 


Step into a sanctuary of wild sisterhood, where  truth-seekers, rule-breakers, and deep-feelers gather to nourish their souls and transform through the power of embodied, feminine reclamation.

I'm In!

BONUS

Forbidden Feminine

5-day Immersion

Bonus Library

You will also receive all of these bonuses

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Creatrix activation

Masterclass

Beyond your limits

Masterclass

Herself: Authentic Code

Masterclass

Divine Feminine Activation

Masterclass

Wild Devotion

Masterclass

Yes, you can cancel your membership at any time. We understand that life shifts, and we want this to be a space you feel called to return to when it’s right for you. However, there are no refunds. 

Can I cancel my membership at any time?

The only thing that isn't safe in this community is your ego ;) When you join, you commit to showing up with responsibility, respect, & receptivity. Behavior outside of these agreements is not allowed.

How do you keep the space safe?

I think if you're here you've heard the call to a life that's richer, more connected, and more impactful. I trust that if you feel the pull, you're ready to take the plunge.

I'm new to this work, do you
think it will be right for me?

All ceremonies and sessions are recorded and available in the membership portal, so you can revisit them whenever you need or catch up at your own pace.

what if I can't join the live events?

It's a space for deep-feeling wild women who are committed to taking ownership of their lives & want to be in community with sisters who are here to live boldly & love bravely. 

wHAT IS THE ENERGY OF Holy Wild?

Nope! You're welcome to join for just a month or stay long term. If you love the membership we hope you'll stay and be core part of the coven.

Is there a minimum number of months I have to join?

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Working with Bella has been LIFE-CHANGING 

Bella has helped me grow and push past SO many barriers I have built for myself. She is such a beautiful teacher and understands EXACTLY what you need – helping me work through my trauma in a way traditional therapists were never able to do. I am so grateful that the universe put her in my path.

Jenny Rodriguez

Bella's artful guidance is truly transformational. 

Her ability to see into the deepest layers of feeling & belief has led me to SO much more acceptance of myself! She has also helped me access more pleasure and fun during my healing process, with her guided visualizations being some of my favorite parts of our time working together. 

Gina Neeley

Her programs are LIFE-CHANGING

From the bottom of my heart, I have done it ALL and I have never found someone that I felt as inspired by as Bella - like it's the first time I don't feel out of sync someone

Shannon Stewart

CLIENT LOVE!!!

I can't recommend her enough!

Bella has helped me discover underlying stories and patterns about myself in a way that I have never experienced before. The way she blends mythology, archetypal work, and Jungian psychology has been LIFE CHANGING for me.

Kat Guzman

Thank you so much!

I absolutely adore Bella. here fierce stand for Truth and intimacy, the way she lovingly holds a. powerful container is INCREDIBLE and has made such a difference in my life. 

Bonnie McCaffrey

Wow just WOW!

Bella is catalytic teacher who kicks your ass in the most loving way possible. I’m in awe of her gift to pull out what you didn’t even know was in the way… to get to the root cause. To help YOU see your own bullshit clear it away. 

Kate Edlestien 

CLIENT LOVE!!!

VIP OPTIONS!

Want to go even deeper? 
Join Wild DEVOTION- our VIP experience

One 90 min call with Bella per month 


1:1 Telegram Coaching, Accountability, & Fierce Feral Love 


Personalized Homeplay, Challenges, & Prompts

Special access to programs held during your container


$2000 value! 

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$444/month

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